Just don’t prioritize the show too much if your life is in the shitter, I’d rather you get your stuff back on track and be happy than for the show to become a burden for you or DZ.
PS I have a fully upgraded medic (which i got before the random weapon earning shit) so I’d be pumped for some TF2. I would suffer from lolstralia lag but it doesn’t affect shit that much as a medic.